My heart, my hurt, my healing



It is me. I am the guy in this situation. It hurts. I need things to change, I want things to change. I got to be the change. If I can’t change my situation, who will?

Who else can bail me out? Who has the time for me? For how long do I have to lay mourning waiting for a Good Samaritan? This good guy is hard to come by these days. 

I have someone to assign the blame for my current predicament. I have played it. The game of blames; Only that I am the guy who is always losing in this heart wrenching, nerves breaking, me losing blame game. It never works, maybe it’s the way the programmer made it, to always work anti-me. 

Who got hurt? Me. Who is in pain? Me. Who is wishing things were different? Me. It has to be me who gets up and make life beautiful for me, again. 

I hurt when the hater who hurt me got their piece of satisfaction from the mean act and is living away as if nothing ever happened to a sweet soul that is me. I will live such a way that the hater who hit me will hate that i was the wrong guy to hate. Molding something beautiful from this piece of mud.

Who has come this far? Me. Who has had moments of a thousand smiles? Me. Who want to make something out of a situation that could equal to naughty? Me. Why? Coz I can do it!

This hurt in my heart has to get healing. It begins right now, right here, with me. 

Life never stops; it’s a whole eternity. Nothing does stop happening whatsoever it is that is happening to me. This is what it is; life does not just revolve around me. My life is my resolve. 

The best and the lasting healing is one that comes from within. Others can only do some bandaging on me. 
Jesus is my heart healer.

The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he has sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised. (Luke 4:18)

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  1. To all who have tasted the sour taste of hurt, we have all been there. Before you is a precedence set by men and women who stood up to make things happen, the way they wanted, the way they deserved, by their will to outgrow the pain and be a people to look up to. You take heart and hurt no more.

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  2. When we get knocked down, when we get discouraged, when life gives us lemons, when we get shoved to the side, only our intrinsic drive can get us back up. We can receive advice and motivation but only we can do the rising up. Only we can do the dusting and only we can make the first step when we get up. If our heart is hurt. Only our heart will get over the hurt and rise from the ashes!Let us refuse to stay down. If we have to crawl let us crawl. Let us refuse to stay there but move forward. Thank You Simon for engaging out hurt hearts with the gospel truth!

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    1. Yes Eric, only oneself can do the rising up and embrace beauty for ashes.

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